Wednesday nite was totally uncalled for. No idea if the food consumed was 'poisoned' or what cos i vomited every single thing out. Nothing was digested and i hate the feeling of having food coming out from the throat and nose like water sprayed out from the merlion. It wasn't once or twice but 4 times to be exact and it happens throughout the night. What the heck rite? I didnt get to sleep soundly and seriously i am pissed. What's worse is I have to be at work on thur no matter what cos the kidz are gonna have their full dress rehearsal. Nice timing?&*%^$^&^
At abt 6plus a.m, i was comtemplating to be absent from work or proceed and endure till 12 pm. I chose the latter and tried my very best to be awake and alert throughout the whole event. Right after the rehearsal and the children has settled down, i was too lethargic to even move a centimetre. I didnt't intend to take a short nap but i did w/o me KNOWING. Read that i didnt know. I just fell asleep. Minutes went passed and then i heard, " IDA!" i was jolted out from sleep and i could catch several INSTRUCTIONS from the supervisor before she walk out. Inhumane bitch. Fine. So i wake up and attempted to complete my work when i felt like vomiting which i did. And those inhuman creatures did not even bother to ask my well being but instead got me to sit in the office and bombard me with all sorts of questions, refraining me from quitting.
I wasn't even prepared or in the right state of mind to be questioned. Told myself that i wouldnt relent and i did just that. I have no wish to stay next year. SO what if i don't get to go into sociology? So what if i don't get to be a social worker? SO what if i have to undergo the uncertainties of getting a dream job? SO what if i have to adapt to a new environment with new kidz? At the very least, i am free to do what i want and make my own choice. I guess i have endured enough. The last few months widen my eyes and thots on how they take advantage of me. Yes i gain skills and i thank them for that but no i do not want to be bullied anymore. Selfish is the right word for them. So the day end with me feeling rotten emotionally and physically.
Friday which is today came. Again i was comtemplating to take MC or just proceed to work. Being the NICE me and THINKING about others, i went to work. We were supposed to have HARI RAYA CELEBRATION for the kidz but i WASNT in charge. The In charge was new and out of goodwill i shared the ways carry out the cbration and all. I was once like her, a newbie. Okay fine. AT the very last minute, i was told and get to know: 1) SHe did not call my senior teacher to inform abt the cbration. 2) She did not prepare anything at all for the cbration. Nothing. 3) She called in at 8plus am to inform she was sick but my other senior teacher forced her to come in first. 4) When the cbration was about to start, she went off to see a doctor, and so she claimed.
Now, we are colleagues and there isnt any need to SABO me like that. COS i had to take her place for the cbration and everything was so much impromptu. Please lah if we ourselves don't appreciate and show the meaning of our very own festive, who else? I have absolutely nothing to aid me with the cbration other then the cookies that I brought and the ones that my two kidz brought. I feel like crying there and then, sad that others treated me this way and sad that my festive was treated lightly. At that instant moment, i wish feedah and nisa was there to help me. Or even Siti or Geetha. I wasn't well but i braced myself and think for others. In return, everything went down to waste. Not even an apology was uttered. and i don't need such a colleague much less a fren. Irresponsible. This kinda thing didnt happen once fyi and coming from the same person is just so fcked up.
Wednesday nite was totally uncalled for. No idea if the food consumed was 'poisoned' or what cos i vomited every single thing out. Nothing was digested and i hate the feeling of having food coming out from the throat and nose like water sprayed out from the merlion. It wasn't once or twice but 4 times to be exact and it happens throughout the night. What the heck rite? I didnt get to sleep soundly and seriously i am pissed. What's worse is I have to be at work on thur no matter what cos the kidz are gonna have their full dress rehearsal. Nice timing?&*%^$^&^
At abt 6plus a.m, i was comtemplating to be absent from work or proceed and endure till 12 pm. I chose the latter and tried my very best to be awake and alert throughout the whole event. Right after the rehearsal and the children has settled down, i was too lethargic to even move a centimetre. I didnt't intend to take a short nap but i did w/o me KNOWING. Read that i didnt know. I just fell asleep. Minutes went passed and then i heard, " IDA!" i was jolted out from sleep and i could catch several INSTRUCTIONS from the supervisor before she walk out. Inhumane bitch. Fine. So i wake up and attempted to complete my work when i felt like vomiting which i did. And those inhuman creatures did not even bother to ask my well being but instead got me to sit in the office and bombard me with all sorts of questions, refraining me from quitting.
I wasn't even prepared or in the right state of mind to be questioned. Told myself that i wouldnt relent and i did just that. I have no wish to stay next year. SO what if i don't get to go into sociology? So what if i don't get to be a social worker? SO what if i have to undergo the uncertainties of getting a dream job? SO what if i have to adapt to a new environment with new kidz? At the very least, i am free to do what i want and make my own choice. I guess i have endured enough. The last few months widen my eyes and thots on how they take advantage of me. Yes i gain skills and i thank them for that but no i do not want to be bullied anymore. Selfish is the right word for them. So the day end with me feeling rotten emotionally and physically.
Friday which is today came. Again i was comtemplating to take MC or just proceed to work. Being the NICE me and THINKING about others, i went to work. We were supposed to have HARI RAYA CELEBRATION for the kidz but i WASNT in charge. The In charge was new and out of goodwill i shared the ways carry out the cbration and all. I was once like her, a newbie. Okay fine. AT the very last minute, i was told and get to know: 1) SHe did not call my senior teacher to inform abt the cbration. 2) She did not prepare anything at all for the cbration. Nothing. 3) She called in at 8plus am to inform she was sick but my other senior teacher forced her to come in first. 4) When the cbration was about to start, she went off to see a doctor, and so she claimed.
Now, we are colleagues and there isnt any need to SABO me like that. COS i had to take her place for the cbration and everything was so much impromptu. Please lah if we ourselves don't appreciate and show the meaning of our very own festive, who else? I have absolutely nothing to aid me with the cbration other then the cookies that I brought and the ones that my two kidz brought. I feel like crying there and then, sad that others treated me this way and sad that my festive was treated lightly. At that instant moment, i wish feedah and nisa was there to help me. Or even Siti or Geetha. I wasn't well but i braced myself and think for others. In return, everything went down to waste. Not even an apology was uttered. and i don't need such a colleague much less a fren. Irresponsible. This kinda thing didnt happen once fyi and coming from the same person is just so fcked up.
The torturing moments at work
