Class was as usual boring and so my mouth was doing all the work munching non-stop while the ears just refused hear whatever the lect has to say. You will be like me too if you were in my shoes. tsk tsk. To make things worse, since MY school is gonna move to Cecil street in about two weeks time, we have to cramped to a smaller class as our usual class is under renovation for the new tenant. No proper table or chairs. urghhh....I am so counting days to move in the new school that will be located at RAFFLES PLACE. *pray hard that it will be next week*
While munching away and staring into space tho my face pretended to be paying attention, my mind went fast forward this weekend event!!! I can't wait....lotsa foodies and the breeze of the sea is calling me....soothing and calming. This time round it is going to be extra special since My sweetpie and bf is going to join us!!!! Bestnye~*insert upin voice* I miss them. And so while thinking about it, i realise that we have been lacking of dates or just meeting up for no prior reason. Sweet, please move back to jurong will u? tsk. as if you are oversea eh. anw, Thank God that bf of hers is one great guy who will take good care of her. I can't wait for october to end. Cause that means i have more time in hand for our dates. :))) and you Nurul JAnnah binte Sahar, make sure you have and plan something nice for my birthday eh. :p U have plenty of time to plan. *winks*
On another note, there is this girl whom i used read: USED to adore and love the friendship between us. That was like many many years ago. Though the friendship lost its essence along the way, i always regarded her as my bff. The heartwrenching part is she call me names, humiliate me, disregard my feelings and many more that is associated to the earlier, throughout the years. I told myself that maybe she is angry with me for only God knows what my fault was. I have always wanted to amend our friendship but she refused and even do not acknowledge me as her friend. How humiliating aint it? Sounds and look stupid. But being me, i disregard all those words and be positive. In fact i hold on to the fact that one fine day she will change her attitude. However, what happen on Saturday 7th august, was just too cruel and somehow i woke up from my illusion. Her words was like a stab in the heart. This time i rebutt and defend myself. U have been humiliating me all these while just becos i hold on to the friendship which i assume still exist. Your words on that very day are just too much. I made it clear to her that we are just sisters in islam and nothing more. I no longer want to amend our friendship after that incident. All these years, i survive without you. I have my dignity and you are not worth it anymore. It took me so many years to realise that a crystal once broken will never be the same again no matter how you fixed it. We are just like that. So you lead your life and i will lead mine.
Friends value their friends dignity. Friends respect each other even if they have different views or opinions on a matter. Friends are honest to each other about their flaws and accept each other SINCERELY. Friends complement each other.
So goodbye to you...
I am not without flaws but i respect others even during the time when i speak my mind. In harsh words, please get lost. In nice words, Thank you for the friendship we shared b4.
Oh yahz.....i miss my mahjong how eh? But i dont have time to play. tsk tsk.
Class was as usual boring and so my mouth was doing all the work munching non-stop while the ears just refused hear whatever the lect has to say. You will be like me too if you were in my shoes. tsk tsk. To make things worse, since MY school is gonna move to Cecil street in about two weeks time, we have to cramped to a smaller class as our usual class is under renovation for the new tenant. No proper table or chairs. urghhh....I am so counting days to move in the new school that will be located at RAFFLES PLACE. *pray hard that it will be next week*
While munching away and staring into space tho my face pretended to be paying attention, my mind went fast forward this weekend event!!! I can't wait....lotsa foodies and the breeze of the sea is calling me....soothing and calming. This time round it is going to be extra special since My sweetpie and bf is going to join us!!!! Bestnye~*insert upin voice* I miss them. And so while thinking about it, i realise that we have been lacking of dates or just meeting up for no prior reason. Sweet, please move back to jurong will u? tsk. as if you are oversea eh. anw, Thank God that bf of hers is one great guy who will take good care of her. I can't wait for october to end. Cause that means i have more time in hand for our dates. :))) and you Nurul JAnnah binte Sahar, make sure you have and plan something nice for my birthday eh. :p U have plenty of time to plan. *winks*
On another note, there is this girl whom i used read: USED to adore and love the friendship between us. That was like many many years ago. Though the friendship lost its essence along the way, i always regarded her as my bff. The heartwrenching part is she call me names, humiliate me, disregard my feelings and many more that is associated to the earlier, throughout the years. I told myself that maybe she is angry with me for only God knows what my fault was. I have always wanted to amend our friendship but she refused and even do not acknowledge me as her friend. How humiliating aint it? Sounds and look stupid. But being me, i disregard all those words and be positive. In fact i hold on to the fact that one fine day she will change her attitude. However, what happen on Saturday 7th august, was just too cruel and somehow i woke up from my illusion. Her words was like a stab in the heart. This time i rebutt and defend myself. U have been humiliating me all these while just becos i hold on to the friendship which i assume still exist. Your words on that very day are just too much. I made it clear to her that we are just sisters in islam and nothing more. I no longer want to amend our friendship after that incident. All these years, i survive without you. I have my dignity and you are not worth it anymore. It took me so many years to realise that a crystal once broken will never be the same again no matter how you fixed it. We are just like that. So you lead your life and i will lead mine.
Friends value their friends dignity. Friends respect each other even if they have different views or opinions on a matter. Friends are honest to each other about their flaws and accept each other SINCERELY. Friends complement each other.
So goodbye to you...
I am not without flaws but i respect others even during the time when i speak my mind. In harsh words, please get lost. In nice words, Thank you for the friendship we shared b4.
Oh yahz.....i miss my mahjong how eh? But i dont have time to play. tsk tsk.
Its the feelings matters.
