Yoohoozzzz.....a sucky beginning today. yes very sucky dat is. tsk . About a month ago, i had planned for a trip to malacca. I am very sure that it was supppsed to be today. I rushed home from sch yesterday just so i could rest a lil bit longer and play typing maniac before sleep. GOt up early to shower and get ready. HE knows how excited i was for the trip when a phonecall ruin everything.
ring ring ring.......
he: its not today.....you the wrong day dear....
and my feelings was horrendously terrible at that moment....how on earth could i get the date wrong? i save it in my organizer and my hp calender.....i am pretty sure it wasnt me....i was a bit furious of course. wat the hell rite? tsk....and for the record, i can't make it tmr cox i have TUITION....i feel like crying....yah i am that kinda person....once i have look forward to things, please make sure it happens....chet .... i hate that feeling of dissapointment gushing through me. w/o any delay, i forced myself to return to my lala land. what else but that?
In the later part of the day, i think i forced my dear love for the Jb trip, just to check out the new checkpoint and city-square-ing....i must say ALLAH is fair. Thank You. Although i will not be able to make it for tmr trip, like duhhhh, i gotta spend my day today with contentment. Just us. Purely us. Lovely us. :)) i am a happy girl today. I wished the day never ends but the saying goes, Good things never last in the world. At the very least, my consolation prize is worth it.
The upcoming weeks will be hectic and i am starting to feel the pinch. Anyways, i must remind myself, i am given all the test and trials and i should be thankful....thankful that i can be a more patient and stronger person, insya'Allah.
Yoohoozzzz.....a sucky beginning today. yes very sucky dat is. tsk . About a month ago, i had planned for a trip to malacca. I am very sure that it was supppsed to be today. I rushed home from sch yesterday just so i could rest a lil bit longer and play typing maniac before sleep. GOt up early to shower and get ready. HE knows how excited i was for the trip when a phonecall ruin everything.
ring ring ring.......
he: its not today.....you the wrong day dear....
and my feelings was horrendously terrible at that moment....how on earth could i get the date wrong? i save it in my organizer and my hp calender.....i am pretty sure it wasnt me....i was a bit furious of course. wat the hell rite? tsk....and for the record, i can't make it tmr cox i have TUITION....i feel like crying....yah i am that kinda person....once i have look forward to things, please make sure it happens....chet .... i hate that feeling of dissapointment gushing through me. w/o any delay, i forced myself to return to my lala land. what else but that?
In the later part of the day, i think i forced my dear love for the Jb trip, just to check out the new checkpoint and city-square-ing....i must say ALLAH is fair. Thank You. Although i will not be able to make it for tmr trip, like duhhhh, i gotta spend my day today with contentment. Just us. Purely us. Lovely us. :)) i am a happy girl today. I wished the day never ends but the saying goes, Good things never last in the world. At the very least, my consolation prize is worth it.
The upcoming weeks will be hectic and i am starting to feel the pinch. Anyways, i must remind myself, i am given all the test and trials and i should be thankful....thankful that i can be a more patient and stronger person, insya'Allah.
the consolation prize is worth it.
