I just post an entry few minutes ago but i feel like posting another. Just feel like it. anyw, i am not at home to begin with. As i m typing, its at 1031 and here i am at bugis internet cafe sitting at one corner in a cubicle, like the one in the office...the partition that sets you out from your neighbour....thats just like it. my own private space and i like it though i am alone. I end class early today and head st8 here. I have plans actually but lets scrap that....
These few days, i have been thinking about furthering my studies....this time round, its gonna worth a big missile if i decide to do it. If only i am born a rich girl....then again, good that i am not. I learn real meaning of hardship, enduring and the associates. The dowager and partner aint that supportive either of my wants to be a Social worker cum councillor. Sometimes i wonder am i trying so hard to achieve what i want plainly because thats what i really want or i just wanna prove to others so they will not look down on me..... In the reality that we are in, paper cert counts and like it or not, its a major backup. Back to my point, maybe i want both. To achieve my goal and prove it to others.
They dont favor me in the early childhood line. They dont like it when i do volunteer work. At times, i was mocked at for being naive and gullible just doing volunteer work. Despite that, I work my way to get a dip though i want one from one of the polytechnics in singapore.....I am not satisfied still. I want something next to my name. I want a degree. am i up to it? Allah, please guide me through this.....and i know HE will....
I just post an entry few minutes ago but i feel like posting another. Just feel like it. anyw, i am not at home to begin with. As i m typing, its at 1031 and here i am at bugis internet cafe sitting at one corner in a cubicle, like the one in the office...the partition that sets you out from your neighbour....thats just like it. my own private space and i like it though i am alone. I end class early today and head st8 here. I have plans actually but lets scrap that....
These few days, i have been thinking about furthering my studies....this time round, its gonna worth a big missile if i decide to do it. If only i am born a rich girl....then again, good that i am not. I learn real meaning of hardship, enduring and the associates. The dowager and partner aint that supportive either of my wants to be a Social worker cum councillor. Sometimes i wonder am i trying so hard to achieve what i want plainly because thats what i really want or i just wanna prove to others so they will not look down on me..... In the reality that we are in, paper cert counts and like it or not, its a major backup. Back to my point, maybe i want both. To achieve my goal and prove it to others.
They dont favor me in the early childhood line. They dont like it when i do volunteer work. At times, i was mocked at for being naive and gullible just doing volunteer work. Despite that, I work my way to get a dip though i want one from one of the polytechnics in singapore.....I am not satisfied still. I want something next to my name. I want a degree. am i up to it? Allah, please guide me through this.....and i know HE will....
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