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Monday, April 7, 2008


Though i feel like a kite at times, you are flying me too high up in the sky, you will still managed to pull me back to be in your hands again. I am not really loving it (when i am too high) cause i am scared to death.
How easy it was when you say out that particular sentence. a recap-i just changed my mind. When i asked about the past compromising, you simply shrug it off by saying THAT sentence. Bloody hell. Trust me when i say i feel like kicking and boxing you. No joke. How could you. Nevertheless, i feel that i brought this issue upon myself. YAh yah. whatever ryte. Well, i will take it in my stride. Love and life is never a bed of roses. We have been in the comfort zone for too long w/o misunderstandings and squabbles. Not that i want it though, but all this spice up the relationship aint it? It is a test to show us how strong we are in facing the problems we faced. PPl thinks we are such a wonderful couple w/o fights and is happy-go-lucky kinda couple. And WE would always disagree. We had our hard days(like recently) and we choose not to show it or rather we actually are not that good in handling it? Be whatever the reason is, i gotta say this - We too have our ups and down amidst the rosy surface.
I chose to trust you with those girls. errmmm...haix...i hate this but yes i admit i had that tingling-dingling feeling in my heart wanting to know more about them. I didn't tell you of course and act normal by choosing my choice of words carefully so that you will not think i am that "curious" you know. hmm...if there is any girl who menggatal with you, plz tell me so that i can curse them when i am alone but i will act goody-goody in front of you. hahaha. I don't i am being egoistic here. Its just that i dont think i should blow matters when it is still not way beyong redemption. lalallalalalla. period.....
On the other hand, words have it that you may be on the tempted side to fly off to canada. By asking me means you need my blessing or what? Dont tell me you are that kinda person who wants to test the gf to see whether she will say no and say, ' Dont go plz. cox i need you by my side.'are you like that? cox thats not what i said to you, you know. If thats what you really want, i will respect it. Yes of course i am gonna miss you like crazy and it will be tough but i/we must remember this " Behind every successful man, is a woman. "
My heart feel the Ouch but it also says to support your decision.
Sanggupkah kau bersabar sayang
Menunggu diriku ini? - Is that what you wanna ask me dear?
MAy Allah guides us.

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