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Thursday, April 17, 2008


I have drifted.



The vision is much much blurry now.



As to what ppl claim that its because of him,



i jux ignore.



Cox i feel otherwise.



He triggers it but is NOT the cause of it.



I bother not to explain.



I have no desire to.



As to what the sista say about jeopardise----------------------,



how i wish i wanna agree to it.



yes i saw an occurance.



I wonder why too?



Every single nite,


deep down in the heart, i will silently wish love goodnyte.



Reminisce our old days or should i say Golden days b4 i fall aslp.

and now i wish we are not 4. I wish we are only at our courtship days. i dont mind the first 2years of the r/s.

I don't mind the waiting for you.

The fighting for US.

The missing you like hell.

The holding on when i don't even know if you are coming back to me.

It beats the situation now.

I wish i could shrug off the feelings.

I wish i could just pretend.

but i have no idea what happen to my rusty brain.

Yes i am scared of what may happen to us with my nonchalant attitude.

i am freaking scared.

But i do not know what to do.

tell me dear.

Please say this is just a rough patch we are going thru.

You told me ytd.

' i would be lonely w/o you ard me dear'

How true is that?

I have no idea.

PArt of me is eager to find out.

Another part is worrying what happen if things didnt work out as how i want it to be?

See how confused and lost i am dear.

please sprinkle some magic and let me wake up from my blurry vision.

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