I used to imagine and immersed myself or rather my life as a fairytale princess. Be whatever the reason is which makes me cry, i would just picture myself as a princess living happily ever when the prince charming came. best lah gitu kan. people say im crazy. people say im mad. people say im CHILDISH. I dont give a hoot or even care what they perceives of me. Even the closest people thinks im such. Now, give me a good reason why i should care? Slowly though, i realise that it no longer works at time. Such as when i feel so ever sucky somedays. Try as i might thinking that im such a beautiful princess and the envy of many, i dont feel better.
I realise that times have changed and i have grown.
I no longer am in the fairytale stories now. I need to be realistic. Its that hard but i got to be one cause if i m not i will never get on my feet. When i feel like crying, i just let the tears flow slowly and think POSITIVE after that. That everything will be better and i gotta be the one making the first step to make changes. I should never ever wait for things/situation/people to change so that matters would take a turn. Why should i? My upbringing has taught me that if we dont make the first step, other people wont. Rather then lamenting on things, i might as well use the time to think on what is the next step i should take. Everyday is a brand new day and we should be living as if today is the last day on earth aint it?. yeah. that should be the spirit.
I am tired of taking things slow, waiting for things to happen. Time waits for no one and I am so tired of many things that is so in need of a change. The way people are so ever laidback. Oh i so hate that. Enough is enough. The journey of my 22 years teaches me not to be one. Never ever be cause in the end its not just you whom benefit but people around you too.
I am so ever thankful to the one above for bestowing on me a brain which works. No matter how stubborn i maybe, i believe that im stubborn for the goodwill.
I may fall and setbacks may be my next boyfriend but i have no wish to be its girlfriend. i just dont. I will pick myself up even if there is no one to lend me a hand so that i could stand on my feet again. It has been such in most cases. SO why not make it a habit right? chiayoh...
The key is Be Positive. Even in the end if i fail to get the result, its the process that matters. At least at a certain point of time, i could turn back and say, ' hey, at least i tried. Maybe it wasnt meant to be mine.' I am sure i will be happier insya'Allah.
love, catch up with me in this journey of life cox like Time, i will not wait for others and i dont wish to. I have open up my mind and i am bent to it.
I used to imagine and immersed myself or rather my life as a fairytale princess. Be whatever the reason is which makes me cry, i would just picture myself as a princess living happily ever when the prince charming came. best lah gitu kan. people say im crazy. people say im mad. people say im CHILDISH. I dont give a hoot or even care what they perceives of me. Even the closest people thinks im such. Now, give me a good reason why i should care? Slowly though, i realise that it no longer works at time. Such as when i feel so ever sucky somedays. Try as i might thinking that im such a beautiful princess and the envy of many, i dont feel better.
I realise that times have changed and i have grown.
I no longer am in the fairytale stories now. I need to be realistic. Its that hard but i got to be one cause if i m not i will never get on my feet. When i feel like crying, i just let the tears flow slowly and think POSITIVE after that. That everything will be better and i gotta be the one making the first step to make changes. I should never ever wait for things/situation/people to change so that matters would take a turn. Why should i? My upbringing has taught me that if we dont make the first step, other people wont. Rather then lamenting on things, i might as well use the time to think on what is the next step i should take. Everyday is a brand new day and we should be living as if today is the last day on earth aint it?. yeah. that should be the spirit.
I am tired of taking things slow, waiting for things to happen. Time waits for no one and I am so tired of many things that is so in need of a change. The way people are so ever laidback. Oh i so hate that. Enough is enough. The journey of my 22 years teaches me not to be one. Never ever be cause in the end its not just you whom benefit but people around you too.
I am so ever thankful to the one above for bestowing on me a brain which works. No matter how stubborn i maybe, i believe that im stubborn for the goodwill.
I may fall and setbacks may be my next boyfriend but i have no wish to be its girlfriend. i just dont. I will pick myself up even if there is no one to lend me a hand so that i could stand on my feet again. It has been such in most cases. SO why not make it a habit right? chiayoh...
The key is Be Positive. Even in the end if i fail to get the result, its the process that matters. At least at a certain point of time, i could turn back and say, ' hey, at least i tried. Maybe it wasnt meant to be mine.' I am sure i will be happier insya'Allah.
love, catch up with me in this journey of life cox like Time, i will not wait for others and i dont wish to. I have open up my mind and i am bent to it.
Time waits for no one.
