I have seen and ride on the new bike. And i miss my baby SP. A lot. Label me emotional/sensitive if you must but the fact remains; baby SP is being missed by me. I still feel like crying now thinking about it. It was so sudden. I wasnt given enough time to 'let it go' emotionally. I do not have the least idea whether love is happy or excited or ecstatic to have the new bike. Or maybe i just didn't take notice. bad gf?
What is wrong with me i asked myself. I have been super duper sensitive and whatmore i have been slammed with a shocking news. I am pretty sure it will affect our live if something is not done soon. My face went numb when the news get to my eardrum. I don't know what to say or react. I just felt life was so unpredictable. I will not ask why me to be the choosen one but i feel disappointed with situation. Life is playing with us.
I am tired. I feel the urge to give up and let go of the things we have planned but the urge to be there for you and US is much stronger for god knows what the reason is.
When tears tried to trickle down my cheeks, i tried hard and make sure it don't. I hide it so that you will be strong. Behind the smiles you see on me, are worries and fear love. You will never know because i choose not to tell you.
Oh Allah ALmighty, please give me the strength to endure your test. I am on the verge of losing the grip and breaking down.Please. So that i will be very strong for love.
I have seen and ride on the new bike. And i miss my baby SP. A lot. Label me emotional/sensitive if you must but the fact remains; baby SP is being missed by me. I still feel like crying now thinking about it. It was so sudden. I wasnt given enough time to 'let it go' emotionally. I do not have the least idea whether love is happy or excited or ecstatic to have the new bike. Or maybe i just didn't take notice. bad gf?
What is wrong with me i asked myself. I have been super duper sensitive and whatmore i have been slammed with a shocking news. I am pretty sure it will affect our live if something is not done soon. My face went numb when the news get to my eardrum. I don't know what to say or react. I just felt life was so unpredictable. I will not ask why me to be the choosen one but i feel disappointed with situation. Life is playing with us.
I am tired. I feel the urge to give up and let go of the things we have planned but the urge to be there for you and US is much stronger for god knows what the reason is.
When tears tried to trickle down my cheeks, i tried hard and make sure it don't. I hide it so that you will be strong. Behind the smiles you see on me, are worries and fear love. You will never know because i choose not to tell you.
Oh Allah ALmighty, please give me the strength to endure your test. I am on the verge of losing the grip and breaking down.Please. So that i will be very strong for love.