Its saturday morning! I am not at work. How great is that right? Yet somehow, my body and mind is accustomed to the fact that i work everyday except SUNDAY. So, a day off like today seems so surreal....haha...
I miss my love. period. With his schedule so hectic during the day resulted in him being so tired comes the night. Therefore, No more chit chatting at night. Drastic reduce of quality time spent. Less laughter. Less jokes and humor. Grouchyness throughout. Agitation became his strength. He didnt even remember that he need to fetch me from school. To whom then i should blame?
Just yesterday, i waited for his msg. I called his mobile. Not just once. I thought he was caught with work. Or sth may have happen. It wasnt the case though. When i finally get hold of him, instantaneously i knew that he had fell asleep while here i am frantically trying to get thru him. Pathetic?
At times i miss our passed days, loadz. The days whereby we get to play jokes on each other. The time where i wanna visit town and he would willingly be my 'chauffeur' . Where both of us had not yet started to be serious about our jobs and i do not have to attend school. Yes, true enough my course will be ending soon. This will also means i will be planning for the next step to continue my studies, all in the name of upgrading myself and be somebody professional. Sometimes in moving fast forward we forgot what is in front of us that in actual fact need our dire attention. In my case, its my relationship.
I wouldn't want a stagnant r/s in the coming future. Neither do i want to be selfish or petty when he at times or rather often nowadays forgets his dates with me. It wasn't as if we ask for any of this shortcomings. If this is a test for us from the Almighty above, i accept. There must be a blessing in disguise. I need to be positive aint it? Even in becoming an educator, i gotta possess a positive attitude at ALL times. So there. Love needs me to be strong for us and brush through the days with willpower and strength from our love. If i succumbed to circumstances, the journey ahead would be more rocky than we would ever imagined.
He said this in a msg few days back,
' You are always my pillar of strength. Always bring me up when im down. Always w/o fail.'
A man of less words he is but whenever something comes from him, it would always touches my heart. Melting the soul in me.
Having said all this, i am still human with flaws. So love, if i do make mistakes i am sorry . Do remind me dear. I need and must be strong for us.
PS I love You my love. I just want to be there When were caught in the rain I just want to see you laugh not cry I just want to feel you When the night puts on its cloak Im lost for words dont tell me All I can sayI love you till the end
Its saturday morning! I am not at work. How great is that right? Yet somehow, my body and mind is accustomed to the fact that i work everyday except SUNDAY. So, a day off like today seems so surreal....haha...
I miss my love. period. With his schedule so hectic during the day resulted in him being so tired comes the night. Therefore, No more chit chatting at night. Drastic reduce of quality time spent. Less laughter. Less jokes and humor. Grouchyness throughout. Agitation became his strength. He didnt even remember that he need to fetch me from school. To whom then i should blame?
Just yesterday, i waited for his msg. I called his mobile. Not just once. I thought he was caught with work. Or sth may have happen. It wasnt the case though. When i finally get hold of him, instantaneously i knew that he had fell asleep while here i am frantically trying to get thru him. Pathetic?
At times i miss our passed days, loadz. The days whereby we get to play jokes on each other. The time where i wanna visit town and he would willingly be my 'chauffeur' . Where both of us had not yet started to be serious about our jobs and i do not have to attend school. Yes, true enough my course will be ending soon. This will also means i will be planning for the next step to continue my studies, all in the name of upgrading myself and be somebody professional. Sometimes in moving fast forward we forgot what is in front of us that in actual fact need our dire attention. In my case, its my relationship.
I wouldn't want a stagnant r/s in the coming future. Neither do i want to be selfish or petty when he at times or rather often nowadays forgets his dates with me. It wasn't as if we ask for any of this shortcomings. If this is a test for us from the Almighty above, i accept. There must be a blessing in disguise. I need to be positive aint it? Even in becoming an educator, i gotta possess a positive attitude at ALL times. So there. Love needs me to be strong for us and brush through the days with willpower and strength from our love. If i succumbed to circumstances, the journey ahead would be more rocky than we would ever imagined.
He said this in a msg few days back,
' You are always my pillar of strength. Always bring me up when im down. Always w/o fail.'
A man of less words he is but whenever something comes from him, it would always touches my heart. Melting the soul in me.
Having said all this, i am still human with flaws. So love, if i do make mistakes i am sorry . Do remind me dear. I need and must be strong for us.
PS I love You my love. I just want to be there When were caught in the rain I just want to see you laugh not cry I just want to feel you When the night puts on its cloak Im lost for words dont tell me All I can sayI love you till the end
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