Sweetpie 21st birthday is gonna be special, hopefully. She is my lovely 'twin'. od course I wanna see her happy and smiling. Furthermore, it will be her 21st bdae. Lets make it memorable alright sweetheart...
and so while having dinner with my loveand discussing abt sweetpie bdae, he suddenly pop up this qns. ' bdae ain awak tak meet die pun?'
honestly, i feel like strangling him. He stepped on my toes ok. Out of all things, he gotta ask me that. it hurts uhz. In fact, I have no idea why she is distancing herself. I have no inkling why she bother about our friendship no more. Yes i miss her. truckloadz. It is painful when i think about it. All this while, i have been trying to meet up or even calls her. No response. NOthing. what more do i say? She chose this way. I did not. I tried and i tried and i feel clueless all the times. What is wrong? is it me? or is it you? along the way, i begun to accept the fact. What is it that is wrong i asked myself again and again? But i just couldnt get the ans. When i seriously miss you, i would confide in no one except the boyfriend. and he with good intention will ask me, ' dia kalau nak dia cari awak ah. buat ape nk cari2 org yg tak ingat awak?'
you have no idea how much it hurts when he said that. But i am thankful tho cause had he not utter those harsh words, i would still be in a daze abt the friendship which is so dear in the heart.
And because of this, ascertain me further on my friendship beliefs. frens come and go as they will. When u are so in need of their support and listening ear, they vanished like thin air. Redha je lah....
well well well,
Be positive.
I hope you are happy my dear fren where ever you may be. The friendship we used to share is lost and missing in the journey of our life but not the memories. Still etched in the mind. May happiness be always yours. Time will heal everything and i hope that should we ever bump into each other one day, just let me embrace you. Thats not much to ask for aint it?
alright my love is playing DOTA. sukalah tu dia...sekali sekala biarlah kanz. hehhe
i wanna do volunteer work. Hmmm........been so long..... amek course volunteer pun best kanz....at least i am doing something meaningful. Peepz ard me always ask why i like doing volunteer work when i hardly spent time on myself....
well, i just love seeing others happy. as simple as that.
Sweetpie 21st birthday is gonna be special, hopefully. She is my lovely 'twin'. od course I wanna see her happy and smiling. Furthermore, it will be her 21st bdae. Lets make it memorable alright sweetheart...
and so while having dinner with my loveand discussing abt sweetpie bdae, he suddenly pop up this qns. ' bdae ain awak tak meet die pun?'
honestly, i feel like strangling him. He stepped on my toes ok. Out of all things, he gotta ask me that. it hurts uhz. In fact, I have no idea why she is distancing herself. I have no inkling why she bother about our friendship no more. Yes i miss her. truckloadz. It is painful when i think about it. All this while, i have been trying to meet up or even calls her. No response. NOthing. what more do i say? She chose this way. I did not. I tried and i tried and i feel clueless all the times. What is wrong? is it me? or is it you? along the way, i begun to accept the fact. What is it that is wrong i asked myself again and again? But i just couldnt get the ans. When i seriously miss you, i would confide in no one except the boyfriend. and he with good intention will ask me, ' dia kalau nak dia cari awak ah. buat ape nk cari2 org yg tak ingat awak?'
you have no idea how much it hurts when he said that. But i am thankful tho cause had he not utter those harsh words, i would still be in a daze abt the friendship which is so dear in the heart.
And because of this, ascertain me further on my friendship beliefs. frens come and go as they will. When u are so in need of their support and listening ear, they vanished like thin air. Redha je lah....
well well well,
Be positive.
I hope you are happy my dear fren where ever you may be. The friendship we used to share is lost and missing in the journey of our life but not the memories. Still etched in the mind. May happiness be always yours. Time will heal everything and i hope that should we ever bump into each other one day, just let me embrace you. Thats not much to ask for aint it?
alright my love is playing DOTA. sukalah tu dia...sekali sekala biarlah kanz. hehhe
i wanna do volunteer work. Hmmm........been so long..... amek course volunteer pun best kanz....at least i am doing something meaningful. Peepz ard me always ask why i like doing volunteer work when i hardly spent time on myself....
well, i just love seeing others happy. as simple as that.
i miss ain
