last weekend was pretty tight. now i feel 24 hrs aint enough for a single day. anyway, i send my dearest love kakak to the airport that weekend. i hateseparation i tell you though that someone is not that close wit me. i hate to see the tears from everybody ard. The most heartwrenching part about the sending off was when the kakak salam her husband. i tell u it was heartbreaking. and that was the first ever time i saw the husband cry that bad at the same time trying to be strong for their children. She hugged her real tight and gave her lots of kisses on the forehead and cheeks. and i think this is the first ever time she went oversea ALONE w/o the husband. touching uhz....i am pretty sure my love was saddened but being so him, he didnt say it nor did he show it openly. thats just him. but i could feel and see from his reaction. I have been with him mahz?
after that, i tot if i were to be the one separated from my love for some good reasons, i have no idea if i could ever take it. or what i will do. maybe he needs to work oversea? good prospect are awaiting. i couldnt possibly say no and be selfish right? he have always said this, we cross the bridge when we reach it. mayb theres some truth in that. anyway, his secon sis in law was making me feel so paisey...hahhaha not gonna share that though.
last few days was torturous and i am sad that despite all the midnight oil being burned, having just 4 hrs sleep everyday, i still have to submit my asignment late. fck. sheesshhh.
and for the past few days i am so thankful love is being so nice. cox i need that. he has been there just being him to make me smile when i am so stressed up and all. i love you baby. weekend is coming and we go jalan2 aite?
oh yah. i feel bad that i couldnt be there when my younger sis need my attention. anyway she brush thru it and i hope she frigging comes out from he aries nutshell.stop being like papa lah ok. friendship is important but so is love. you are a big gal so think. like i always say, if u want u fight it, if not just stay clear and lose it. before u end hurt all over again.
i need to go to work.
sweetpie i miss you horz. just busy lah. i know u miss me too. can you just stay near my hse? ok whatever.
last weekend was pretty tight. now i feel 24 hrs aint enough for a single day. anyway, i send my dearest love kakak to the airport that weekend. i hateseparation i tell you though that someone is not that close wit me. i hate to see the tears from everybody ard. The most heartwrenching part about the sending off was when the kakak salam her husband. i tell u it was heartbreaking. and that was the first ever time i saw the husband cry that bad at the same time trying to be strong for their children. She hugged her real tight and gave her lots of kisses on the forehead and cheeks. and i think this is the first ever time she went oversea ALONE w/o the husband. touching uhz....i am pretty sure my love was saddened but being so him, he didnt say it nor did he show it openly. thats just him. but i could feel and see from his reaction. I have been with him mahz?
after that, i tot if i were to be the one separated from my love for some good reasons, i have no idea if i could ever take it. or what i will do. maybe he needs to work oversea? good prospect are awaiting. i couldnt possibly say no and be selfish right? he have always said this, we cross the bridge when we reach it. mayb theres some truth in that. anyway, his secon sis in law was making me feel so paisey...hahhaha not gonna share that though.
last few days was torturous and i am sad that despite all the midnight oil being burned, having just 4 hrs sleep everyday, i still have to submit my asignment late. fck. sheesshhh.
and for the past few days i am so thankful love is being so nice. cox i need that. he has been there just being him to make me smile when i am so stressed up and all. i love you baby. weekend is coming and we go jalan2 aite?
oh yah. i feel bad that i couldnt be there when my younger sis need my attention. anyway she brush thru it and i hope she frigging comes out from he aries nutshell.stop being like papa lah ok. friendship is important but so is love. you are a big gal so think. like i always say, if u want u fight it, if not just stay clear and lose it. before u end hurt all over again.
i need to go to work.
sweetpie i miss you horz. just busy lah. i know u miss me too. can you just stay near my hse? ok whatever.
banyak ah
